Thursday, June 26, 2008

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Blog Worthy?

So you always hear people saying "oh that is totally blog worthy!" Well I don't know what is considered blog worthy or not? All I know is that if I only blogged when I thought things were blog worthy than I probably never would blog, and then I would hear it from all you bloggers about not blogging.
I used to have this assumption that life had to be fun, and exciting, and go,go, go all the time to be worth while to talk about, but I have learned that there are always adventures in the day to day life that we lead, and sometimes it is those little daily things that mean the most and make us who we are.
I have been married 40 days and going strong. Each day seems to get better, as situations and things become more familiar, and the changes become more of the normal. I look at my life and like where I am at and the promises that the future holds. I realize that each day I live I have a conscious choice to choose my state of being. I make my life what it is.
With my 30Th birthday approaching soon I have reflected back on my past years, and thought about how far I have come and all the things I have learned, and then think about all the things I still want to do and accomplish. And with out trying to become overwhelmed (which I do quite easily)get excited for the years ahead.
Now I did not just get to this point.
I think I finally got to this state of mind the last couple of days, after a month of noticing how much weight I have gained, grey hairs and winkles I have,and thought about all things that I still have not gotten done, etc. I just realized instead of worrying about and wasting my thoughts on that non important stuff, I could be enjoying many great things.